Published old posts

Just posted few thoughts i had a decade ago, i guess i was not comfortable posting them out there yet as i have been a very private person. Now not so much or may be i have become more confident of my feelings and expressing them.

it has been a very emotional day for me today, felt like putting it down, not hiding it and keeping it all within as i do usually. found these unpublished posts and published them. dunno if anyone is gonna read them though, doesn't matter anyways...


ye lockdown pata nhi aur kya kya karwayega :P

The lonely me.....

These were not posted when i wrote it, might not even be complete. felt good to revisit what i was thinking back then......specifying the time i wrote it

Sept 2010

all these days i was absent here bcoz i was finding some other means to be busy.....but all attempts have failed and here i am the lonely me......and guess what i do not have a single word of complaint for anyone. i dunno why this feeling of loneliness is there wid me since my childhod even if i'm surrounded by many friends........dunno why?????

way back in college, when i had just joined, i didn't knew how it would be to be with someone, to be assured that someone is there........whom you can share any and everything. but then suddenly someone came into my life, though i was not ready for it..........it changed my life, changed mee. it was all so good with all those love and fights(sometime fierce though). i was in 7th heaven(mistake).........everything was good, world had become so small for me consisting of just two ppl....didn't bothered abt other things and ppl(mistake). but after the big breakup( i have no issue using this word), which no one came to know abt since i did one big mistake of fooling myself by justifying other ppl.....and it became so hard after that, but still the time pased...


everyone says if things doesn't work out, start fresh. i did the same thing.........started all fresh and was doing quite well also in keeping myself busy wid whole new life and new ppl....though in between lonliness did haunted me a bit....

The !dea Journey so far

These were not posted when i wrote it, might not even be complete. felt good to revisit what i was thinking back then......specifying the time i wrote it

Aug 2010

Joined on 6th July 2010 @ Idea Corporate Office, Mumbai, it was all so exciting. Since then it has been a great learning experience not only about How GSM works or different bandwidths in GSM or what does an SRI_MT do ;) but also how life is and how we can shape it as we like, if not completely but to a great extent. I' living on my own since more than a year now and i feel so mature as compared to what a use to be in college days and similar changes i see in my friends also.

What do i do......

These were not posted when i wrote it, might not even be complete. felt good to revisit what i was thinking back then......specifying the time i wrote it

Aug 2010

Ever since one start understanding money and its value, he/she starts thinking about all possible ways of earning more and more of........that the time when all the confusion starts. i have also been in the same state, and now when i earn a decent salary and i can now enjoy my life, i am not able to do that......the question is why???? why do i am still not satisfied or i should rather say that i dunno if i am actually satisfied. People say being satisfied is the end of your growth, but....

My first blog

it was always somewhere there in my mind to start writing blog for quite long time.......but dunno why never started.but today i am writing my first blog and its really a great feeling......now i can share my views and see the responses.

well i am quite excited about it:)

i hope i will be a regular blogger and you will be a regular reader.