These were not posted when i wrote it, might not even be complete. felt good to revisit what i was thinking back then......specifying the time i wrote it
Sept 2010
all these days i was absent here bcoz i was finding some other means to be busy.....but all attempts have failed and here i am the lonely me......and guess what i do not have a single word of complaint for anyone. i dunno why this feeling of loneliness is there wid me since my childhod even if i'm surrounded by many friends........dunno why?????
way back in college, when i had just joined, i didn't knew how it would be to be with someone, to be assured that someone is there........whom you can share any and everything. but then suddenly someone came into my life, though i was not ready for it..........it changed my life, changed mee. it was all so good with all those love and fights(sometime fierce though). i was in 7th heaven(mistake).........everything was good, world had become so small for me consisting of just two ppl....didn't bothered abt other things and ppl(mistake). but after the big breakup( i have no issue using this word), which no one came to know abt since i did one big mistake of fooling myself by justifying other ppl.....and it became so hard after that, but still the time pased...
everyone says if things doesn't work out, start fresh. i did the same thing.........started all fresh and was doing quite well also in keeping myself busy wid whole new life and new ppl....though in between lonliness did haunted me a bit....
Sept 2010
all these days i was absent here bcoz i was finding some other means to be busy.....but all attempts have failed and here i am the lonely me......and guess what i do not have a single word of complaint for anyone. i dunno why this feeling of loneliness is there wid me since my childhod even if i'm surrounded by many friends........dunno why?????
way back in college, when i had just joined, i didn't knew how it would be to be with someone, to be assured that someone is there........whom you can share any and everything. but then suddenly someone came into my life, though i was not ready for it..........it changed my life, changed mee. it was all so good with all those love and fights(sometime fierce though). i was in 7th heaven(mistake).........everything was good, world had become so small for me consisting of just two ppl....didn't bothered abt other things and ppl(mistake). but after the big breakup( i have no issue using this word), which no one came to know abt since i did one big mistake of fooling myself by justifying other ppl.....and it became so hard after that, but still the time pased...
everyone says if things doesn't work out, start fresh. i did the same thing.........started all fresh and was doing quite well also in keeping myself busy wid whole new life and new ppl....though in between lonliness did haunted me a bit....
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